January 2012
2 posts
November 2011
2 posts
in bed
i am in purgatory. like the slayer song. and its been a long, strange trip… and i dont think i like it anymore. i dont think i liked it before either… i know im coming down. but jesus, i think it hurts.
in babylon, with the uneasiness of a thousand madmen, and an insistence on a religion that turns dust into sand… nothing is gained. i had a religious experience with the devil....
oh holy hell
hell.o. from the great state of iraQ. checking in tumblr’n for ya because i cant blog in… slower internet connections. youll understand. thought for a bit what i might say for what ive really wanted to say about this connection business has already been published in a blog, that just wont come up when i ask it to… so wait for the posting of that. until then. i am Quietly...
April 2011
1 post
fucking brain lightning!
get behind me satan
March 2011
4 posts
ORLG - Houston 3.21.11
omarrodriguezlopez:
Omar Rodriguez Lopez Group - March 21, 2011 - Houston, Texas
lately ive thought ive kept my cool pretty good throughout my own personal bullshit and the worlds… but imma spew a tic here and get it out. shout it out. shut it down.
not interested in your cancelled #1 show. the pornstars you terrorize. the hashtags you conjur. not interested in your acting career. your family life. your interviews or your falling apart face. kinda eat and choke on a...
February 2011
6 posts
Shay Maria: Shay Maria on a Hundreds T-Shirt →
shaymaria:
fuckyeahshaymaria:
Shay can be found on a new T-Shirt from The Hundreds.
Here is a link to it.
I’m not gona lie.. this shirt kinda scared me at first (its very sexy) but it has grown on me. As women we should be able to express our beauty and hold our heads up high without caring…
Kimiko.: Hi →
themasturbasian:
I always persuaded myself not to make a Tumblr because it would expose just how uneventful my life actually is, but i would kind of like to have a place where there isn’t so much pressure to be funny. I like being myself and obviously on twitter my persona is a lot different from reality, it is…
January 2011
3 posts
i. just. wanted. YOU. mfkr.
i sleep in the coldest room of the house. which is perfect, because i like sleeping bundled up lightly in the cold. not homeless or camping or end of the world style, just colder…
the disadvantage of this is of course in the summertime when i can’t get cold enough because it’s then the hottest room of the house. there aren’t enough fans in the world or enough layers of...
December 2010
2 posts
infinite sadness
November 2010
4 posts
“when all i want, is you.”
– u2
absolutly defeated………….. eat a dick universe.
kinda, i want to
turn on a dime. weight of the world, stack of five nickels less. i am breathing battery acid cut with a litre or so of water. subliminally all over creation… the dawn, the Quiet echoes of a tea graden. the bend in your cherry stem… the way you look away when i say something important, the smile at midnight when the door creaks.
i am beast… doing beastly things. waiting for...
October 2010
10 posts
im my biggest fan.
testing… testing…
is this thing on?
coming out of a 12 plus hour sleep bender where i had some fantastic dreams about some friends parents having a grand opening to sell a store full of knickknacks. real piney woodsy and either east texas or california redwood style. lots of jeeps. lots of people i knew. as close to heaven we come perhaps, the back of our subconscious?
decided in...
let me call on the ghosts of positivity(+) on this one. let their great winds blow across the plains down our fragile city state streets to my open core of a being. cold as the folded corners of the lyric sheet of a joy division vinyl. for all ive seen is disappointment. and i wish to know her face no more. we come from simple… SIMPLE places. and we return to simple. SIMPLE places. a...
here. i don’t follow anyone and don’t have to make pleasant conversation over mundane details of what they deem their existence. people i can’t hide. people i don’t know.
here. not limited to 140 characters including spaces and reply names with @ and _.
here. i don’t have to hide photos from family members with nothing better to do than surf… more like, graze...
alway$
searching. always searching.
always wanting. always… wanton.
alive. in a word. in an essence. a superceding of soul. of bone. apart. incantation over and out. falling. falling down. deprived in deception. derived in doubt. who you are. who’s holding you now…
always. a ways. a way out
always. a ways. a way out
always. a ways. a way out.
“as rome burns to the motherfucking ground”
– smashing pumpkins
mahalo and salutations.
indeed the cold bones of winter are longing to touch our unlit sunlit skies… i am absorbing it. giving flights to other planes a new filename. heave upon your shoulders, a new atlas. a new meander to roads weakened by seasick apothacaries… and your bird in a cage… oh, she surely sings.
when the wishes have been granted
when our suspicions have grown fat
when love look over us in...
September 2010
3 posts
feeling something today. totally digging it. lights on shadows. black to grey to bright. the now in the machine. no longer holding the wall.
becoming. so becoming.
heart in hand. brushed shoulder. eyes wide open.
LABOR DAY WEEKEND
labor day. the final shot that “summer” has on our memories is here. all of your summer plans end as the last rose takes bloom and just as soon, begins to wilt. the summer of o10…is o-vuh with that said… i’d simply like to take this time to shout out all of the grand moments of my o10summertimes. it was one for the books. one not soon to forget… 1. work. FUCK...
(h)ollo(w)
from the depths of the sea of crimson red in mine stomach(ache). bears scratching out from inside.
what we accept as reality still may not be the definition. mayhaps we have the wrong words all together. maybe those spaces between the magick and the mundane are the only times, the world we touch.
i say this, and offer as much heart as one solitary man possibly can to a burning effigy to god...
August 2010
2 posts
allergies (lyrics)
http://iamtpain.smule.com/mysongs/uid/1/814416?did=5015331#
LYRIC:
yo! uh huh
yo. yo…
what it look like outside?
i cant see from this general perspective
got the shades drawn
cos i cant find suitable undergarments
gonna yell it from the mountain… are you listenin?
uh uh
i was driving past the waffle house
made me think of your mouth
how sweet it is
how sweet them honeycomb...
July 2010
10 posts
life: strange
the universe is wonderful and amazing. randomness is otherworldly.
yes. yay. yeah.
dearest tumblr.
im tired. today has been relaXing and eXhausting all at the same tiempo. i feel surrounded and alone all at the same time, hopeful and jaded, wishful and haunted.
today was supposed to be more. today was supposed to be more.
“i didn’t know that people faded out so fast.” -ryanadams.
i’m getting back those personal plotting points i used to see....
ahhhh... friday.
velcomen.
i am so tired of being so tired. i ask the gods of sleep and compassion to just let me fkn sleep it up until i feel refreshed or at the VERY least till the alcohol has left my system enough so that my head doesnt feel stomped by a murder of wild horses pulling gladiators.
this weekend should be a blast. and by blast i mean, nice and fairly tame. old friends from olde times. old music...
you just make me sad.
hi tumblr.
it’s early, i know, i know…but i had awful dreams that i was forced to dream till the point of waking up because i couldn’t take anymore.
it hurt. it continues to hurt.
prayers to those who dealt with the hurricane overnight further south of us. it wasn’t a large one but they still can disrupt lives.
i am awake. and i am alive in body if not in mind. and i...
June 2010
4 posts
saturn
planetary shift. and music for the unsuspecting. Quiet as all of outerspace. inside, note the calamity.
dynamic derailment proposed to lackluster days of you apart from me. the gold. the cold. the bumblebees.
who’s star are you now, child?
i am open to oceans. closed for all seasons. seQuenced in falling off the planet.