i am in purgatory. like the slayer song. and its been a long, strange trip… and i dont think i like it anymore. i dont think i liked it before either…  i know im coming down. but jesus, i think it hurts.

in babylon, with the uneasiness of a thousand madmen, and an insistence on a religion that turns dust into sand… nothing is gained. i had a religious experience with the devil. it haunts me to my core.

and the road goes on forever.

imma try to have a sandwich. watch a movie. get some shut eye.

“come around…watch a movie… with the sound down… and get woozy” -faithless 

hell.o. from the great state of iraQ. checking in tumblr’n for ya because i cant blog in… slower internet connections. youll understand. thought for a bit what i might say for what ive really wanted to say about this connection business has already been published in a blog, that just wont come up when i ask it to… so wait for the posting of that. until then. i am Quietly without Qualms. be it brain lightning. be it stomach bears. be it broken hearted missives in their indiscriminate calculations on an already assaulted aura.

i am fair thee well all the live long day… waiting for my further chances in the sun. wishing i was with everyone.

going to sleep now, because its 830 and morning comes so soon.

pray you watch the moon, as she watches over you. 

gnight.

fucking brain lightning!

get behind me satan

lately ive thought ive kept my cool pretty good throughout my own personal bullshit and the worlds… but imma spew a tic here and get it out. shout it out. shut it down.

not interested in your cancelled #1 show. the pornstars you terrorize. the hashtags you conjur. not interested in your acting career. your family life. your interviews or your falling apart face. kinda eat and choke on a dick.

haven’t heard a bieber jam. a montana cyrus warble. and barely a gaga gargle… don’t care about a new autotuned and airbrushed britt spears. just simply couldn’t careless. i do understand however why the terrorists hate us. star and US magazines. clearchannel radio… the disneychannel.

and lastly. if i could find just ONE fucking woman in this world that isn’t a complete and utter psychopath, maybe i could Quantum leap outta this motherfucker. but odds are. that will never ever in a miilion years happen.